Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I'm on the slave ship going home and FINALLY I see a cutie pie! Sitting right next to me. Ooh can I stare at you for these last two stops before I get off? Whew! Not a brutha though. Dominican, Cuban, or from Panama maybe? Brown in all the right places....Oh he's getting off! Bye honey! Thank you for riding NJ Transit! I love u!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Why do people think that they are special or get a pass for being noisy because they have kids?
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Question of the day...
Why can't I go to the gym and not be bothered by those staff people trying to get u to sign up for personal training? I hate that shyt so much. They don't give a care about ur damn workout! All they trying to do is meet there damn quotas. And of course it is always the bruthas. I know it may seem odd that a sista is actually in the gym, but that doesn't mean I need u to save me from myself. Ugh. I hate that.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Went out with my African friend.
He's been after me for a long time, and just like most of those African dudes, he is always saying, "I love you. I want to marry you. Oh I'm sick over you girl!"
Will you please shut up with that already?
Nice face but skinny like JJ from Good Times. But you know what else was skinny? Yeah you guessed it. I decided to glide my hand across it to see what he was working with...
Yikes! I snatched my hand away like I had touched a garter snake or something.
I know I'm wrong for this post but I kinda feel like I molested a teenager. I don't mind a skinny man, but damn.
Po' thang. Wow.
Friday, April 16, 2010
All of sudden though, things speed up. He asks can he come over to my house to fix me dinner the next day.
Uh slow down brutha. We had ONE conversation, I don't know you, and I don't even know your name. So why would I let you up in my place around my knives and shyt? Nuh uh. So I told him that I thought we should go out somewhere instead. He was like okay but it was like he didn't get it. Now he was like well after going out I could come by HIS house in Brooklyn so he could make some drinks. WTF?
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
The Asian chick I sat next to on the bus yesterday mouth smelled like shyt! She was sleeping and breathing heavy and I couldn't even concentrate on the music coming from my new IPhone. She was causing interference with my brain waves and was ruining it for me! Man I was wishing that I had some tape to put over every hole on her damn face.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Ooh I can't believe that I'm on here talking about my feet. Feet and hair have always been taboo subjects for me. Well I said I wasn't being honest on here before so whatever. It's out here now.
So I cut three of them. I would show the pics but I already scared my ex-boyfriend so I'll spare everyone else I guess. Ah, it really doesn't look that bad honestly.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
That was all I could say.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
A sista with a dance school won the $25,000 prize. Not gonna hate either. She was a good choice. She started to cry when she won. Hell I am the one that should have been crying.
I know that I had some haters amongst the judges because people don't feel business concepts in urban areas most times. I couldn't help to feel some shame about the fact that my business closed. I felt embarrassed about it. Even one of the judges told me that one guy questioned that during the deliberations. But this judge I was speaking to said that I shouldn't feel like I failed. A lot of entrepreneurs fail at things, but that shouldn't stop me from pushing on.
But I didn't win. So isn't that another failure?
Anyway, I've heard it all before.
"Yeah girl, keep ya head up."
"Don't let him stop you! You'll be back!"
Well I don't need words. I need money. I know that sounds stank but that's how I feel today.
Like I said on my website, the business closed because my money dried up after dealing with shady landlords who took my money for this f'd up space that I rented to relocate the business. We have a court date for June 26th. I have paid this attorney probably $8K already and I still owe him $13K for this BULLSHYT!!!!!! I wanna scream!!!! Now you see? How could I keep the business open and make payroll and pay all those credit cards if I'm running up a lawyer bill? I paid rent on that place for damn near eight months and never moved in it. All the while I was trying to pay rent on the place I was already in - so talk about stress!! As I type I am banging on the keys harder and harder because the more I write the more pissed I become. The bastards have already postponed the court twice and I told my attorney that I'm not sitting back anymore. It's been over a year and I am tired of paying him damn near $400 a month. Honestly the lawyer doesn't give a shyt about me either, but I don't have the money to switch up now. I want to get this into court to see if I can win this, and June 26th better be it. They offered me a $10K settlement but I am out almost $30K. They treated me like a damn dog, but they got it wrong if they think I will jump at a $10K doggie biscuit after they helped to ruin something that I worked so hard for. I sit here with my heart racing because of the anger that I feel inside me.
Question>>> Am I blaming others for my failure?
I'll ask the therapist next time I see her.
I did see an old college friend at the competition though. He was the winner of The Apprentice a few years ago....
The world knows him as Randal Pinket, but on the yard in college he was just Randy. He would kill exams and ace every class. Everyone was on his jock - White, Black, Asian, Indian didn't matter. I went to engineering school like Randy, and he was already a legend there. Not only was he smart, but he ran track, and was the President of our engineering society. He would win every scholarship so he wouldn't have to work a campus job (while I cleaned tables and was a food runner in the cafeteria). He had his own business at school too. I dated his track team mate. I talked to Randy for a few minutes about things, and I asked him about his business ventures and how he got started. You know this boy has NEVER worked for anyone? He has five degrees including a PhD and never had to answer to anyone but himself. He talked about reinvesting profits and marketing his business, and that he plans to make 5 million in revenue this year. Wow!!! It was a good convo, and after it all I could still say that he is still the same Randy. It was good to be around a successful man. His wife was there too and she had on a wedding ring from another friggin' planet. I admire her. She got her a good man who is smart, in shape, successful, and doesn't wear his ego on his sleeve.
Now as for me, all I keep meeting are Leprechauns and busters. Will it ever end??!!!
There is another business competition coming up, but it is one of those where you have to rally people to vote for you on some website. I hate those kinds of contests because that shyt is hard to pull off. But I might try anyway. We will see.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Summer is coming and I need to get serious about the Broke Antidote plan that I blogged about last year. The plan to Meet A Man With Money in His Hand has gone cold. So I've resumed 'winking' at folks on Match.com to at least build a prospect list. One guy's profile pic showed him on a statue of a bull with his shirt off and some shorts. Even though I saw that nappy chest hair I winked anyways. Lol. He had an allirght body and his face looked okay. But that pic of him straddling that bull took me to nasty places in my mind as usual. I guess I just can't help myself. Its the Scorpio curse. I need to stay focused though on a dude's potential and not his pee pee.
I see this ex tonight I think. And I must be excited cuz I even curled my wig last night!